Dropping Hard...

I feel horrible...

Havent talked to my Master in a few weeks. I tell him things but he doesnt reply...

When he allowed me to see him a few days ago it didnt help at all...

It made me feel like I was looking at something I could never have...

I keep telling him I hate feeling alone but this keeps happening...

I hate this feeling I have but its feels like we are over...

Im too emotional to talk to him now...