Submission takes a lot out of a person. Whether its the Master that breaks down the slave's emotional barriers, or if the sub does it herself; if there isnt balance in the slave's life it will cause her emotions to go on a roller-coaster. Its the Master's job to make sure that everything is balanced, or it can really mess up her mind and mess with her moods.
If I have to keep myself stable than I will, but as a word of caution its creating an emotional barrier. I rather not be in control but if I must than I must. I will not stand for feeling horrible. No more tears.
Still not sure what I want to do but Im willing to ride this out until the train crashes. Going out in a big fire ball of death sounds pretty awesome, even if it kills me.
My journal, thoughts, experiences, and advice while in the lifestyle of BDSM. I'm highly opinionated and cynical. I'm not afraid to speak my own mind.
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