Breathe...

Besides the whole period thing I hate these emotional roller coasters...


Promise myself I wont chew out my Master for not paying attention to me even though I have repeatedly and specifically told him that I hate feeling alone and ignored...

If I ever happen to find out that he really isnt busy with work and family... He better be glad we arent living together...

I used to be a very angry person when I was younger but I have found that its easier to just let fate take care of things... Plus fate does a much better job at causing others agony than I ever can. My ex happened to tell me that after we broke up his first child was still born and the ass hole of his brother that tried to break my door down and rape me died from cancer.

Though if people ever mess with my feelings they better wish they were dead...

I remember when I used to terrorize my brother and he would be so scared of me. I like to think that I helped shaped him into the fearless badass that he is today