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A few days ago I was in a group and I just happened to share that I was extremely happy to share a fantasy I have been having with my Daddy. A few people in the group go on my case telling me that a submissive doesn't act like that and if they do they are a brat and being a brat is the worst thing ever.
Because of me being an aspie, I have tons of thoughts in my head and I love being able to share them without being laughed at or ignored. Being ignored is one of the worst feelings an aspie can ever have. I had a Master that would laugh or else not pay attention when I wanted to share my ideas and fantasies. It crushed me and I was not happy. I left worthless. I had an idea that I thought would add to the relationship but it was ignored. I'm 100% happy now that I found somebody that is willing to let me speak and share my thoughts with; while knowing that I'm not trying to top from the bottom. I don't act out for attention. I just want to feel like I matter.
It might take a while to even know if you are an aspie. I just realized it not too long long. I linked it with my singular obsession, being awkward with people, and the fact that in elementary school teachers thought I had autism because I never made any friends or even talked to other kids.
Aspie subs may, at first, seem extremely bratty but they really aren't. They want to do everything possible for their Dom. They just act differently.
For more in-depth information about BDSM and Asperger's Syndrome because check out these awesome fetlife groups:
* Aspies & Auties, run by Aspies & Auties
* Aspie Girls
* Autism and Asperger Information Exchange

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