I have noticed that anytime I bring up any suggestion of something I would like for my Master to do he ignores it. At least I guess he ignores me because he never says anything about it.
Was gonna try to talk to him about forced lactation but I guess a slave's fantasies dont matter no matter how good they can be.
Whatever though, as long as he doesnt ignore me all the time I can deal with it. Though Im starting to feel more like a sweat shop slave than a fuck slave
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Edit: This is my journal and I was holding my tongue a lot in this post but I figured it would be best if I didnt so I will add a few thoughts no matter what they are...
Im extremely unhappy because all me and my Master ever talk about anymore is his damn English class. If that is all he wants me for then I will start charging him per hour for the work I do. Yes this was talked about before hand but before we used to talk and have regular skype sessions. Before it was like he really wanted to be with me now it just feels like he just wants me to be his lackey so he can get his degree. I do enjoy taking this class but its kinda stressing me out because I feel like I have no time for anything else.
I have heard that Korean men make wonderful lovers and boyfriends but very shitty husbands because they stop paying you any attention. Maybe this is this husband phase of the relationship. Gotta get used to being treated like Im nothing but then I am used to being treated that way
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