I do love my Master but I hate the way he constantly ignores me. Master was wonderful at first because he would message me almost everyday but now he only seems to message me when he wants me to do his English work.
I have made a promise that I wouldnt leave my Master but Im starting to regret making that promise...
All it is doing is making me back into an emotionless cold heated bitch...
I remember my Master saying he was thankful to me but it doesnt show. It almost felt like it was saying thank you to a customer for buying something...
I just feel so alone and unloved...
I dont know what I want to do yet but I know what must be done...
People dont change unless they want to
My journal, thoughts, experiences, and advice while in the lifestyle of BDSM. I'm highly opinionated and cynical. I'm not afraid to speak my own mind.
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