Venting...

I know I am not supposed to curse but this is my diary where I am free to write my thoughts (at least I think I can) so  am gonna vent for a while


I cannot stand living in this fucking house any more. I cant have my own room where I can have some fucking privacy like a grown daugther should. If I ever want to do anything that I need any kind of privacy I need to use the bathroom.

I cannot even use the bathroom without cleaning it first. My mom has issues going to the bathroom. She wont even clean up after she shit all over the floor so I have to. Also my dad like to put his shit stained draws in the bathtub. This place is go fucking gross its prob the reason while I feel sick now.

On top of all that its freezing in here. I have to wear so many clothes it takes me 5 minutes to get undressed and once Im naked I feel like Im gonna freeze to death.  The furnace just had to break when its one of the coldest winters with the polar vortexes.

If only someplace would give me some kind of fucking job. I cant work in a place that has food because lots of stuff makes me sick, like greasy shit.

If I ever have any kids while my parents are still living in this house they will not see their grandchildren till they learn how to clean up. I will not subject my children to this place