Ju-on...

Just realized that my breathing sounds like the ghost of  Kayako from Ju-on...

Might watch that movie later once I dont feel dead tried.

Really hate taking any meds because they usually make me feel worse

Drowning in snot...

Hate getting sick...

The meds I have make me feel drunk too because of the alcohol in it...

All I feel like I want to do is sleep but my nose wont stop running and I cant breathe...

Hope Master's mom is doing better. Even though I never met his mom and know nothing of her; I have a feeling that she is  a very nice and good lady

Praying...

Praying for Master's mom to get better. Also that the doctors find out what the problem is and that it isnt anything serious.

It saddens me that he has to go thru this and I cannot be there for him in person.

Master...

She misses her Master so much...

Loves it when He messages her...

Hate it when days so by and there is no word from Him...

She hopes he is ok...

Snowballing...

Its been over a week since my mom called AT&T to fix our phone and its still out...

All of the minutes are used up on my cell phone so even if somebody was trying to call me for a job interview I wont know...

What is it bad things keep happening to me?

I just want to be with my Master but things keep stopping me...

I would really love it if he would rescue me but that only happens in fairy tails..

I will keep trying though because my Master doesnt want me to be weak. Im just at the point where Im fed up of not being with him...

The ongoing issues with my dad is just making me want to leave here even more...

Why cant anything good ever happen?

Crying...

My dad is getting on my nerves so much that Im crying...

I was going to the library to get some books for my mom and was gonna stop at the grocery store to get some milk because we are out of milk and only have $5 left. Well he was like get a small thing of milk and get him a $1 hamburger. I told him he doesnt need a hamburger and with hardly having any money we cant get what we dont need.

Well he took the bank card and said he was gonna get the milk. He went to McDonanlds and only got the smallest carton of milk from the grocery store which will hardly last two days.

Trying to talk to my dad is useless because he thinks he never does anything wrong.

I am so tried of having to deal with him Im not even sure what else to say...


I just hope my Master isnt like this

Its over...

My blood work that is :P

I have been known to pass out if I dont eat food for long periods so I was kinda working about fasting in order to have my blood work done for my physical.

Also my motion sickness seems to get worse if I travel on an empty stomach.

I was so glad neither of those happened. Though I do feel a little weak.

Im just glad its over.

I had to close my eyes because watching the nurse taking my blood was starting to make me feel sick.

Think I will take a nap now.

I want to email my Master about this because I love telling him everything but sometimes I feel like I am bothering him. He never complained about it though so I guess Im not bothering him