Didnt mean to...

Was fixing breakfast and I almost dropped an egg on the floor... When I went to pick it up I hit my right nipple on the counter and it made it bleed...

Yes it did hurt  but pain is good... Didnt mean to hurt Master's nipple though :(

Lost it...

My voice is gone. Lost into the deep void until it is able to return to me.  Cant really make any sounds louder than a whisper

What can I say ... I like to torture myself. Though hopefully Master will take that over for me

Good side is I was able to narrate The Diary of Mister Welldone without having to edit the sound of my voice

Hope Master isnt mad at me because I pushed myself too much

Shake It Eyes...

Yep checked the lyrics and they are saying shake it eyes...

Not sure if its just incorrect English or else some people like people that shake their eyes (idk)

Just gonna sit here with my mouth half open and gawk at these Asian gods... Though I have the best, most supreme Asian god ever <3

Also these allergies are messing up my sleep pattern...

Didnt realize it but I was feeling blahhhh so I laid down at around 10am and didnt wake up till 9pm...


Brings me back to the days when I was younger I would get horrible bronchitis every year because of my allergies... Also being highly allergic to any type of berry... Yeaaaa!!!! That time I was unknowingly playing in a bush that has berries in it and I came home with my face so puffy I looked like a teddy bear... Sadly my mom doesnt remember that...

But she does remember that time the doc gave me some liquid medicine for my bronchitis... The pharmacist my mom worked with thought it would be a good idea to add grape fruit flavoring because the medicine had a bad taste... Well it ended up smelling like Fresca but tasting like vomit and it tasted so horrible I would fight her when she tried to give it to me... Im not longer able to drink Fresca without gagging

No job yet...

Keep putting in at least 4 applications a week but nobody ever calls me back. This is so frustrating

I know Master is in college and college students have no money so Im not even gonna ask him to help pay for my plane ticket to see him. I know I should depend on him but I have never been the type of person to ask for help. Im the type of person that will struggle and never ask for help. I was even like that as a kid in elementary school

Back to normal

I feel back to my normal self now... I hate it when Im PMSing. Im not sure if I did the right thing in pushing my Master away but I didnt want to say anything to him that I didnt mean.

I also hope that he understand what PMS is and that I didnt purposely push him away

Women are complex...

When feeling lonely  you would think that we would want to talk to their loved ones but noooo... I need to be left alone in fear of saying something stupid  that I dont really mean

I just feel so drained right now I cant deal with other people. Its like I have nothing left to give

Also the thing about me masturbating by myself I never get any pleasure out if. I only masturbate if told to and its all for Him. I have always been like that. Like Lady Gaga said I was born this way