Grocery shopping day...

Today stupid bitch is going food shopping...

She hopes this time when she goes out that guys wont try humping her legs like horny dogs

... yeah...

Didnt think things through well enough.

Master has brought up getting stupid bitches nipples pierced at least 3 times. she wanted to please him and show her devotion so even though she didnt like the idea she got it done yesterday...

The piercing wasnt bad. Even the dull pain isnt bad. What she cant really stand is cleaning them. They are still bleeding a little and whenever stupid bitch sees blood she starts to feel faint (definition of faint http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Syncope_%28medicine%29)

She is trying her best but the first time she cleaned them she physically got sick and was about to call her home for help but just thought to myself Master wants her to stay strong so she hurried and finished cleaning them then she rested in bed...

Day two of cleaning them (cleaned them twice so far today) ~~ Only way she was able to get through it is to hype herself up a lot and to keep repeating to herself that she made her Master proud. She did have to sit down and take breaks during cleaning them so she wouldnt faint and get sick...

stupid bitch just sees this as one of those things in life that you have to deal with. In life things happen you may not enjoy but you just have to endure it

Also all this worrying is stressing stupid bitch out and making her feel drained... she feels soooo tired and just to sleep...

Finally found the song...

stupid bitch has heard this before at the end of some livestreams. She really loves the song but never really paid attention to the name of the song but she found it... She isn't that much into dubstep

Its February 1st...

stupid bitch wants to be something special for her Master on Valentine's Day but she had no clue what to do...

Remember...

Even though its cold out dont wear 4 pairs of sweat pants, 3 shirts and 2 coats. Stupid bitch was stupid and almost died from heat stroke going grocery shopping. She had to take both of her coats off because she felt faint. Buying a bunch of heavy stuff didnt really help either. She had trouble getting everything home because it was sooo heavy

Excalty what this bitch wants...

Master wont scare me away with what he said tonight because its what this stupid bitch wants.


She was soo sad when Master broke up with her over some stupid misunderstanding. Sorry but this bitch gets jealous and only wants Master for herself.


She was so happy (though somewhat puzzled) after a month when Master asked if she wanted another chance.

She only hopes she will be good enough for her Master.

Ce n'est pas, Orgasms, and Demon Butlers

Im back logged on stuff I have bee wanting to write so this will be a 3-in-1. This will be quick though cause its too cold to really type a lot.

Yesterday in skype when I said to my Master Parlez-vous francais? (Do you speak French?) It was rather funny when he replied with "I dont speak french"... Im not sure if he really had no idea what I said or if he was twisting my nipples around. True I did take 3 years of French in college but I got stuck on the difference from saying fish and poison in French.

My Masters voice is orgasmic. Yep. Im not sure if there is a term for it but I get turned out a lot by deep voices with accents.


I was taking a stab in the dark when I told my Master that when he send me a pic of himself with his eye patch that he reminded me of Ciel. It could have gone three ways: he couldve had no idea what I was talking about, he couldve been offended, or he would know what I was talking about. He know and I was all smiles. Besides yaoi (the hard core yaoi), Black Butler is my favorite anime. I have tried reading the manga but I love Japanese voice actors. They have sexy voices... But my Master has the sexiest voice of all