So True...

As long as Master doesnt give up on me; I wont give up on him <3

Me Just Being Weird...

Strange thing about me is besides NCIS I dont ever watch American tv shows.

American music I dont listen to either except for Marilyn Manson. Cant stand talentless people that are only a hit because their songs are like a virus that spreads around. I want songs that mean something, heavy on imagery and sound awesome without needing to to heavily tuned.

The song that I use as my theme song is this...

Also love this song by him too...

This is why I love vampires; because love is eternal, ever lasting, never dieing...

All in all America is bad, but there are worst places. America is full of brainless drones that let others think for themselves. Lies are turned in truth as long as you are willing to pay the right price


Oh... I cant forget to add this song to my favorites too <3

Things Im Thankful For...

1. My past: Even though my past wasnt good or happy, Im still thankful for it because without it I would not be the same person.

2. My mom: Without her I doubt I would be alive.

3. My stubbornness and fierce loyalty: Without these I couldnt be in an LDR.

4. My Master: Despite everything he is the best thing to ever to happen to me. I couldnt even see myself being with anybody else but him.

5. And this is well yeah.... Im thankful for seeing this (though I much rather worship my Master's body. I will just imagine this is what my Master looks like)

First Snow...

Today is the first snow of the season. I had to go out and buy some things for tomorrow so I couldnt stay inside. Since I dont have anything but slippers, dress shoes, and running shoes; I had to borrow my dad's size 13 huge yellow rubber boots. They are hard for me to walk in because they are so big but they kept my feet dry and warm...

I did get a lot of looks from people in the grocery store because the boots made me walk funny. The way I have to walk in those boots kinda reminded of using the Stair Master machine when I used to go to the gym. I hated the Stair Master so much; loved the elliptical soooo much though.

I did make sure I was warm enough. In Fact when I was walking back home, my glasses where fogging up and I was burning hot.

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I havent heard anything from Master yet. I wish I didnt miss his calls a few days ago :(

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This is also the picture of the light bulb when I was trying to change it earlier today. Never had a light bulb that the glass part separated from the metal part before

Really...

The light bulb in the lamp in the living blew and I tried changing it but I cant get the bulb to turn at all. I told my dad about it and he was like well keep trying, he didnt even offer to help. I have told my parents that this rain is making my body feel like I was ran over by a train. Moving makes me be in even more pain.

I dont even know why I even tried asking him for help

Just Realized...

Both my dad and my brother both pass out when they see blood, needles, and generally doesnt like doctors and hospitals. My brother threw up when the doctor sawed off his cast when he broke his arm. He also passed out when our mom got out of surgery a few years ago. My dad never helped any of us kids when we got hurt bad. I remember our mom was the one to always clean and dress any wounds we got.

Maybe this whole I hate seeing blood and needles is either a learned behavior or else its something in the genes.

Im ok..

Yes call me even more stupid than normal but I totally texted my best friend before I felt my house just to make sure I wouldnt get beat down and mugged because Im white...

I heard of the riots and stuff because of the Ferguson thing... I just wanted to make sure

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Saw this on the stall door of the bathroom in the library near me. The bathroom floor was a little flooded and it automatically made me think of Moaning Myrtle...

I was hoping to find to ghost there and I would ask it if it needed help...

Its kinda hard to see the writing but it says: No one is eva saf here (no one is ever safe here) - yes the lack of spelling did get to me but Im just glad that the correct here was used...

Kinda funny too because when I usually take pics I use my cell but today I thought Im gonna take my camera...

If I didnt bring my camera I highly doubt that even the scratches would be visible in the pic