Whats Your Fantasy...

I have no idea why but one of the things I have always fantasized about is to have a bunch of Asian guys gang bang me... Its a mix of them being polite and quiet but yet they want to do something the exact opposite...

I have never really wanted this though because gang bangs and rape doesnt really interest me...

However...

One of the first things my Master mentioned to me was he wanted his friends to gang bang me at his graduation. At first I thought; sure  whatevers as long as your there and in control of the situation its fine; but now after drooling over the hot kpop boy bands I defiantly want my own harem of cute Asian men. As long as my Master is the only dominate man there and the other guys are submissive to me and my Master...

My mind does wondrous (and torturous) things and I have already came up with my own little fantasy about it...

Me and Asian 7 guys... All of the men are bi and have been looking for one woman to join their group to fuck, worship, train, and take care off... The group is called the 7 Dragons and each guy likes to do different things. Im basically their fuck toy and am to be used by more than one of them and one goal is to be able to take two of the men in my vagina at once...

I highly doubt I would like it in real life because Im super loyal and when Im with a guy all other men dont exist to me. Hell even with music I only like one group at a time and right now its happens to be BTS...

In fact this music video is what made me come up with the 7 Dragons thingy...

 

Miss My Master...

His eyes have been bothering him a lot and is is super busy with work but I have been missing him like crazy...

Also my doc messed up my birth control and I havent been able to get refill for about a week so my hormones are messed up...

And a lot of things...

Having no job and no money during the holidays really sucks. I remember my first job I had my parents said I saved Christmas because I was able to buy gifts for everybody...

My mom even had to say that when she was 31 she was pregnant with me...

Right now I just feel so down and plan useless...

Eleven Years Difference...

Besides me smiling,the lighting and camera difference. I dont see many changes... Well except I stopped coloring my hair. I do miss having more red in my hair but my skin hated it... 

Also wtf happened to my eye brows in 2003. Maybe it was the make up

Tomorrow...

Tomorrow I turn 31.

I plan on wearing my famous stop traffic red dress to take a pik in it and compare it with the original pic I took in it to see how much I have aged.


The original pic I took when I was about 18, maybe 19.

All I Want For My Birthday...

Is for the temperature to be above freezing...

Doubt it will happen but who knows. A girl can wish cant she?

Its Offical...

While cutting potatoes out in the kitchen I noticed steam...

I was like where it the steam coming from because there is no hot water...

I kept looking and I noticed the steam was from me...


Its official Im smoking hot :P

(Repost) Ugh Shopping...

 (This is a repost from earlier because I accidentally deleted it. Luckily it was the cached. This was posted around 11am-ish; before the incident with the random guy harassing your bitch Sir)


Im probably one of the few women that doesnt enjoy shopping very much...

Before I go shopping I have something in mind that I want to buy already and if I cant find it then I dont get anything...

I also do the whole how often will I use this thing... I have talked myself out of buying so many things...

Hope I can find some boots today... Something that is plain and black (maybe has some pink because every since Master said that my collar might be pink, pink has been my color)...

No Ugs. I will not be caught dead in those. I want some nice quality snow boots that are hopefully around $40...

Im the same way with men as I am with shopping...

Yes Im shy but Im not afraid to go up to a man (or send him a message like I did with my Master)...

I only like certain types of men... And so far my Master fits everything: he is funny, kind, smart, nerdy, pays attention, foreign, Asian, and had a sexy voice. Him being taller than me and younger are just bonuses, though I wouldnt mind if he turned out to be shorter than me. I love the whole submitting to somebody that is younger than you...