Never Been So Happy To Be Back Home...

Today was horrible and Im just glad to be back home...

When I was walking to the bus stop this random guy walked up to me and was telling me how fine I was and that he would give me money just to spend some time with him. I repeatedly kept telling him no thank you, not interested and he keep saying he would give me more money and he would pay just for me to dance for him in a hotel. He went up to a thousand dollars and kept telling me stuff... The thing that pissed me off the most and made me almost kick him in the balls and grab my mace was him trying to touch me. I told him to not to touch but he grabbed my ass twice. He was lucky he ran because 5 more seconds he would have had a face full of mace. I was thinking about going back home after that happened because I didnt feel like having to deal with other guys because I was very very angry; but I had things I needed to do. I had to stop myself from crying because I hate when strangers walk up behind me, even more if the get too close to me.

I felt violated...

Im also very tired of guys thinking that offering me money will make me change my mind...

A long while ago I had some big hot shot government guy that wanted to date me...

Our first date was horrible and we had nothing in common but he kept trying to see me. He even offered to buy me a mansion in Ireland. He showed me the bill of sale for the place and all...


Why cant some men seem to understand the word no...

I have never been interested in money because it doesnt last for long. What I want is love and a long lasting connection. Which is why I prefer that my Master doesnt have much money so he understands that I dont want him for his money. I want him for him

Stressed Level Maximum...

I dont know why I have been feeling so stressed the past few days. Though I think its a combo of me getting order and still not married and no family of my own, too many things I need to do but no money, dont want to freeze to death like last year, and my Master's eye surgery and the fact that I miss him and am worrying about him...


I hate stress headaches sooo much...

I hardly ever get headaches except if Im stressed or have been crying a lot....

I just hope I have enough money to buy me some boots because atm I only have running shoes which arent good for snow...

I dont have any boots anymore because my wonderful father accidentally threw my boots out.... Thanks dad. I love you too

Why why, Mother dont betray me...

Without my allergy meds my nose runs almost all of the time and my mom just happened to be out of allergy meds too so she asked if she could have a few pills to last until I can get more...

I gave her my bottle so she could take a few pills out...

She gave me her empty bottle in return...

My mom took my pills and now my nose is running almost non stop and Im sneezing up a storm. I was planning on get more on Monday but I might have to do it today.


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Also Master is sooo handsome <3

Wish I could see him in person so I can see the rest of him. Touch him, taste him, whatever he wants me to do...

So in love with him and so submissive to him...

Im at the point that he can do anything to me withing worrying about anything because I trust him so much

Hope Master's eye surgery went ok. Im kinda worried about him because its the same eye as last time. I do think it was a little ironic because I have been having eye pain in my left eye for about a month. Went to see my eye but she didnt see anything wrong and told me it might be my sinuses acting up. Maybe me and my Master are really linked together somehow.

Fate <3

Sympathy Pains...

Master has another eye surgery and now my left eye has been hurting me a lot...

Might have to give in and take some pain meds....


Master as super sexy lips though...

 Nice and thick... just thinking about what he could use them for...

Books = Love

I love to read <3

Got these books this time...

Mostly about Korea and how to write better

The history of sex book... I'm not sure if I will like but if won't hurt if I read a little... I have tried reading erotic but all is does it makes me laugh because I can come up with much better things in my imagination...

Please leave...

My dad is sitting out in the living room with me and my mom watching tv. He never does this. He is usually in the little room on his computer. Why wont he just leave? He isnt even doing anything, just sitting there...

Im trying to leave to go to the library but he is in my way...

Ever since he told me that he could still kill me if he wanted I have felt very scared and nervous whenever Im in the same room with him. Im afraid of him just coming up behind me and bashing my skull in...

He has no idea how much I cant stand to be near him because Im scared of what he will do

Hello and Thank You...

I was only able to understand hello (annyeonghaseyo) and thank you? (gomabseunida)

Oh and fighting ....

They where talking soooo fast I couldnt understand anything else but it seems to be something postive