Why why, Mother dont betray me...

Without my allergy meds my nose runs almost all of the time and my mom just happened to be out of allergy meds too so she asked if she could have a few pills to last until I can get more...

I gave her my bottle so she could take a few pills out...

She gave me her empty bottle in return...

My mom took my pills and now my nose is running almost non stop and Im sneezing up a storm. I was planning on get more on Monday but I might have to do it today.


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Also Master is sooo handsome <3

Wish I could see him in person so I can see the rest of him. Touch him, taste him, whatever he wants me to do...

So in love with him and so submissive to him...

Im at the point that he can do anything to me withing worrying about anything because I trust him so much

Hope Master's eye surgery went ok. Im kinda worried about him because its the same eye as last time. I do think it was a little ironic because I have been having eye pain in my left eye for about a month. Went to see my eye but she didnt see anything wrong and told me it might be my sinuses acting up. Maybe me and my Master are really linked together somehow.

Fate <3

Sympathy Pains...

Master has another eye surgery and now my left eye has been hurting me a lot...

Might have to give in and take some pain meds....


Master as super sexy lips though...

 Nice and thick... just thinking about what he could use them for...

Books = Love

I love to read <3

Got these books this time...

Mostly about Korea and how to write better

The history of sex book... I'm not sure if I will like but if won't hurt if I read a little... I have tried reading erotic but all is does it makes me laugh because I can come up with much better things in my imagination...

Please leave...

My dad is sitting out in the living room with me and my mom watching tv. He never does this. He is usually in the little room on his computer. Why wont he just leave? He isnt even doing anything, just sitting there...

Im trying to leave to go to the library but he is in my way...

Ever since he told me that he could still kill me if he wanted I have felt very scared and nervous whenever Im in the same room with him. Im afraid of him just coming up behind me and bashing my skull in...

He has no idea how much I cant stand to be near him because Im scared of what he will do

Hello and Thank You...

I was only able to understand hello (annyeonghaseyo) and thank you? (gomabseunida)

Oh and fighting ....

They where talking soooo fast I couldnt understand anything else but it seems to be something postive

Another thing...

Both of my parents do that irritates me is that they dont put their trash in the trash.

My mom isnt as bad as my dad though. She only leaves empty cans and packages around, while my dad leaves egg shells and everything else all around. Usually after my dad gets something to eat he normally dont even put the food back.

All I want is to live in a semi-normal house hold... Sometimes it feels like Im the only adult here that uses their brain...

So frustrated and stressed out...

My dad always has to be in the center of attention and if he isnt he makes himself...

He either pretends to fall over things when he walks or else he constantly talks or is making some kind of noise nonstop...

Its really grating on my nerves...

I just want peace and quiet but I cant even have any because of my dad...

Trying to talk to my dad about anything is useless because he never thinks he does anything wrong and if you try to tell him otherwise he will blame others for his own actions...

I will be so happy when I can be with my Master and out of this place.

I do worry about my mom being alone with my dad because he only cares about himself. When my mom is sick he doesnt help her at all. When my dad is sick excepts everybody to drop everything and do everything for him.

Even when I try uploading my videos to put on my yaoi blog; he unplugs my internet cable from the router because he says that he has something important to do and Im messing him up... All he ever do is pretend to be a lesbian dominatrix on WoW. Even there he likes messing up other people's lives and making other people miserable.