Past Experiences...

Here I am sitting at my computer at 4:23 am because Im too horny to sleep...

When me and my Master first met he would use me to cum at the minimum once a week but now its been a while since he used me to cum...

Usually that means one of two things: either the guy is no longer interested or else the guy has somebody else he is having sex with...

I would rather no think about either because I really love and trust him alot...

*Note for Master:  Your property never masturbates herself Sir because she doesnt enjoy it Sir. She loves being told how to do it and when to come Sir


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I am sick and tired of putting in tons of applications all over and never getting even a call back. This will be the 5th time I have in an application for Walmart and the 3rd time for McDonald's. Both of these places I would never normally work because Walmart is a horrible place to work and McDonald's makes gross food that makes me puke any time I eat it. But I will endure working there for the shake of getting money so I can move.

Its like ever since I turned 30 nobody wants to hire me anymore

Finally Something Good...

After all this bad luck with not getting a job and other things something good finally happened...

A few days ago the manager for the Radio Shack next door came over and was talking to my mom about him wanting to pay for a new fence for us.

See we are right next to their parking lot and our fence was in a very bad shape because we havent had the money to fix it.

Its so great to have a company that wants to help the neighborhood around them.

Thank you Mr. Radio Shack manager. Well Radio Shack in general

Scared To Walk Alone...

I was walking home on my way to the library and this guy kept following me. I knew it was the same guy because his car stood out. It was a red car with black racer stripes and a black number 3 painted on the door.

He kept driving past me and waiting at the drive way I was going to walk past.

The 3rd time I noticed him doing this I was mad and scared. He yelled out to me that he just liked watching me walk...

I would be happy if my Master wanted me to lock my in a cage and keep me there for the rest of my life. As long as he took care of me, I had room to move around, was able to talk to my family, and had a computer so I wouldnt get bored.

Two Things That Irritate Me..

One thing that irritates me is when people say things like its their 3 month anniversary... 

An anniversary is yearly (only happens once a year, or every 365/6 days) celebration...


The second thing is when people say liberry not library... 

There is an A between the two R's that are pronounced separately....



Even my Master can stay library correctly and English isnt even his first language <3...

Temple...

When I was waling to the grocery store to get some food and my mom's meds some guy riding a bike told me that, "damn you are beautiful" when he went past me.  At least he keeping going, even though he did slow down to say that.

My motto has always been that my body is a temple and only one select and extremely privileged person may worship and defile me...

I found him <3

Just hope he is ok. I miss talking to him on a normal basis :(

(Now I have gone and made myself cry again because I miss my Master) 

My Brain...

Just reading a new series of manga XxxHolic (Master here is the link http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/XxxHolic) and while reading it Im imaging my own little story...

Keep in mind because I have never been married or had kids my stories usually stop after having sex...

Well my story is about me moving to Japan for some reason and I just happen to walk into a spiritual shop that sells books, herbs, and the owner (who happens to be a 16 year old Japanese kid that tries to look like an old man) wants to do a face reading for me. Well within a few seconds of looking at my face he lets a small laugh and tells me things about myself that arent very surprising...

After a few days, I happen to bump into the shop owner every morning I go to the market for fresh fruit, veggies, and fish. Its seems just a  coincidence but as I find out later it wasnt...

One day the shop owner asked me to have dinner with him. I was a little hesitant but he promised it was just dinner and if I felt uncomfortable I could leave without question...

At dinner he told me that when he read my face, he know that he found his mate. He was only 16 years old but he promised that if I would allow it, he would take care of me and make sure Im happy for the rest of my life...

I agreed and he told me that one of the rules is that I must become his shop doll and sit on a pedestal and wear what he wises while the shop is open. I was up on my pedestal wearing almost nothing and he had a sign in front of my pedestal that if anybody tried to touch or talk to me would have something horrible happen to them...

Yadda yadda yadda. We have lots of sex. He ties me up to the tree in the yard at the back of his shop that was struck by lighting and killed his parents from causing a fire...

I cant fully write a book unless I experience more things

Nervous...

Just sent my Master the project I was working on for our anniversary and I hope he likes it.

Just wish that my scanner didnt make the pics so light.

Wonder if he will notice the small details I added to it <3