Scared, Uneasy, and Nervous...

I dont like being alone in a room with my dad...

He makes me feel scared, uneasy, and nervous...

You know the whole thing about him telling me that he can still kill me if he wanted to...

Wish my mom was awake...

Or else I was with my Master <3

Low Vitamin D Again...

Whelp my doc called me about my physical and I have low vitamin D again...

White person with red hair problems...

Hope Master's mom is doing better. Still worried and praying for her to be well. It must be hard for him. I wish there was something I could do for him



Also if Top had shorter black spiky hair and glasses that would be my <3

Though my Master's voice is more deep and sexy. Just hearing his voice makes me float

 

Ju-on...

Just realized that my breathing sounds like the ghost of  Kayako from Ju-on...

Might watch that movie later once I dont feel dead tried.

Really hate taking any meds because they usually make me feel worse

Drowning in snot...

Hate getting sick...

The meds I have make me feel drunk too because of the alcohol in it...

All I feel like I want to do is sleep but my nose wont stop running and I cant breathe...

Hope Master's mom is doing better. Even though I never met his mom and know nothing of her; I have a feeling that she is  a very nice and good lady

Praying...

Praying for Master's mom to get better. Also that the doctors find out what the problem is and that it isnt anything serious.

It saddens me that he has to go thru this and I cannot be there for him in person.

Master...

She misses her Master so much...

Loves it when He messages her...

Hate it when days so by and there is no word from Him...

She hopes he is ok...

Snowballing...

Its been over a week since my mom called AT&T to fix our phone and its still out...

All of the minutes are used up on my cell phone so even if somebody was trying to call me for a job interview I wont know...

What is it bad things keep happening to me?

I just want to be with my Master but things keep stopping me...

I would really love it if he would rescue me but that only happens in fairy tails..

I will keep trying though because my Master doesnt want me to be weak. Im just at the point where Im fed up of not being with him...

The ongoing issues with my dad is just making me want to leave here even more...

Why cant anything good ever happen?