Patience is wearing thin...

Getting very tired of not having a job. Im doing my best to get one but I dont know why I cant get one. I have never had this trouble before

Im setting very irritated and cranky because I just want to be with my Master

Mater's Mom...

Hope she gets well soon. If Master isnt happy neither am I.  Do wish I was able to help take care of her. Even though I believe people are too feeble minded to understand about higher powers, I still prayed that she gets better fast



Meanwhile, while waiting to hear from somebody to give me a job I have become more addicted to kpop

                                                         (still prefer Yuya-kun though)

The current songs I cant stop listening to are....

Not like there is any else I can do except to apply to jobs then to sit around and wait to see if they call me back. I wish I could do more. I have never had trouble getting a job before :(

Didnt mean to...

Was fixing breakfast and I almost dropped an egg on the floor... When I went to pick it up I hit my right nipple on the counter and it made it bleed...

Yes it did hurt  but pain is good... Didnt mean to hurt Master's nipple though :(

Lost it...

My voice is gone. Lost into the deep void until it is able to return to me.  Cant really make any sounds louder than a whisper

What can I say ... I like to torture myself. Though hopefully Master will take that over for me

Good side is I was able to narrate The Diary of Mister Welldone without having to edit the sound of my voice

Hope Master isnt mad at me because I pushed myself too much

Shake It Eyes...

Yep checked the lyrics and they are saying shake it eyes...

Not sure if its just incorrect English or else some people like people that shake their eyes (idk)

Just gonna sit here with my mouth half open and gawk at these Asian gods... Though I have the best, most supreme Asian god ever <3

Also these allergies are messing up my sleep pattern...

Didnt realize it but I was feeling blahhhh so I laid down at around 10am and didnt wake up till 9pm...


Brings me back to the days when I was younger I would get horrible bronchitis every year because of my allergies... Also being highly allergic to any type of berry... Yeaaaa!!!! That time I was unknowingly playing in a bush that has berries in it and I came home with my face so puffy I looked like a teddy bear... Sadly my mom doesnt remember that...

But she does remember that time the doc gave me some liquid medicine for my bronchitis... The pharmacist my mom worked with thought it would be a good idea to add grape fruit flavoring because the medicine had a bad taste... Well it ended up smelling like Fresca but tasting like vomit and it tasted so horrible I would fight her when she tried to give it to me... Im not longer able to drink Fresca without gagging

No job yet...

Keep putting in at least 4 applications a week but nobody ever calls me back. This is so frustrating

I know Master is in college and college students have no money so Im not even gonna ask him to help pay for my plane ticket to see him. I know I should depend on him but I have never been the type of person to ask for help. Im the type of person that will struggle and never ask for help. I was even like that as a kid in elementary school