I left him 5 years ago because he constantly ignored me. Good BDSM only works with good communication and so far he is extremely lacking in that field.
What makes it even worse now is he has cancer and will not tell me anything about it unless I ask. Even if I ask,I'm lucky if he responds to 1% of the things I ask for me.
Why am I so nice and forgiving?
The only reason I'm unhappy is because I let people treat me like I'm shit. Reaching the point where I don't even care anymore isn't helping at all.
