What sucks the most...

is not having a cell phone. A few weeks ago I had no cell phone service because somebody stole my credit card info and I was unable to pay it til I got the new card. Now, I have no cell phone til I have the money to buy one; which means using what little bit of my dad's social security...

I sure hope nobody has been trying to call me to give me a job. I always put my home and cell phone on my application but some places only call cell phones and well my mom isnt the best when it comes to answering the phone.

Useless stuff...

Unless Master wants me to use them for Him <3

Found the blue and green lipstick that crazy ass dom wanted me to buy for him...

I dont remember anything about him except for him wanting me to buy stupid pointless things, like the green and blue lipstick. While the one month after my Master broke up with me; everything around me reminded me of him  and I couldnt ever stop thinking about him because of that <3  Im so happy he gave me another chance.

Prefect...

My Master is so wonderful and prefect. He cares about me and listens to what I have to say. I have had previous Doms before that where rude, didnt care about me or anything I have told them. Im so glad to be His. <3

So happy right now Im crying

Holy fired bat balls Batman...

I have noticed that once I started taking the pill that my horrible period pains and PMS seems to be under control but it makes my cry a lot. Hell I never to use cry except for cutting onions. Now because of my insurance messing up me getting my pills, I have been out of them for a week and the effects just started hitting me. The whole bus ride home after going to the library I had tears streaming done my face for no reason. I was a little down that the library hasnt received Master's books yet but it didnt upset me. I know they will get them soon. But my body was like hey lets cry a lot and start a flood. Im glad I always carry napkins in my purse.

Since Im not able to be on the pill I will have to pay extra careful attention to my mood and not act rude and stupid to my Master like I did the first time. I dont ever want to be without him again

Good vs Bad

The long debate over good guys vs bad boys...

I, myself would rather have a good guy that isnt afraid to do bad things

Master seems to be a prefect balance of that

Though I gotta stop dreaming and fantasizing about him because I will get to the point where I think its true but it isnt. While in reality I hardly know anything about him

Patience is wearing thin...

Getting very tired of not having a job. Im doing my best to get one but I dont know why I cant get one. I have never had this trouble before

Im setting very irritated and cranky because I just want to be with my Master

Mater's Mom...

Hope she gets well soon. If Master isnt happy neither am I.  Do wish I was able to help take care of her. Even though I believe people are too feeble minded to understand about higher powers, I still prayed that she gets better fast



Meanwhile, while waiting to hear from somebody to give me a job I have become more addicted to kpop

                                                         (still prefer Yuya-kun though)

The current songs I cant stop listening to are....

Not like there is any else I can do except to apply to jobs then to sit around and wait to see if they call me back. I wish I could do more. I have never had trouble getting a job before :(